Week 2 ended

So my holidays ended 2 weeks ago and this mean the week 2 of uni ended.
Did nothing much during the hols beside being a really bad boy. Nvr able to discipline myself to do any beneficial stuff in the hols.
Anyway, what past is gone. And i am back to uni and study life. Still slacking all this time even the uni started until today. It get so hard for me to start. Never get myself prepare for any class i went for this 2 weeks.
And for all u people in uni course now should understand the speed of uni and we just cant get slack and away from classes too far. There will be hell lot for u to catch up by then. I actually not even look through the course outline till today.
I really feel so hard to sit and study. Haha.. and thank god i finished my 1st week account lecture and i get started!!!! Hopefully i can persist and be consistent. still got other 3 subject to catch up.. Sien..
I really worry on my own attitude here to get myself discipline. I am no more a small boy and so deserve my freedom and right to decide my life now. And i really hope i wouldn't disappointed my parent who send me so far here. ARRRR!!!! life is just tough. And i think the subject for this semester should be fine for me and hopefully so. ok... i am out. i must major WORK HARD + minor play hard this semester. Get both done..