Monday, June 11, 2007

I am just too weak!!!

Next monday will be having my 1st final paper and i am sick here now. Sorethroat + fever. This is really suck man. My body immunization system is just too weak all this while. Always get sick easily. I know myself well that f i couldnt get enough of sleep or having sore throat then the probability of me falling sick or getting fever will be dam high. Hahaha...
And i think this is the reason for me getting sick now as well. I was very tired and feeling sick(not yet) on saturday after coming back from library around 6. So after my dinner, bath and stuff i went into bed around 9. But i awake at 12am man and couldnt get back into sleep until 6 although i try to lay on the bed at 3 to 3.30 . Then like usual couldnt really sleep well as lor of dream are there disturbing and i woke around 12.(Not enough =P) Haiz, and the worst is its raining on the Sunday. So after the rain get slow and i though its going to stop i change myself and get to the library. On my way the rain get heavier and i had to run and stop by some under root but was wet at the time dy. So was stuck in the middle of the way. After around 30 min when the rain start to slow down i decide to run back to my house cancel the library plan. But the rain was not that slow as expected and the wind is blowing against my path. So turn me into "chicken in the soup".

Unlucky me!!!!
Hope all the bad will end and the best will there during my exam.
HEHE!!

Sunday, June 3, 2007

2 week

Exam is only 2 week away now.
And there goes my 1st sem in UNSW.
I have not able to really concerntrade myself to prepare for the exam like what i use to do back in my home ever since form 3. I just absolutely notice and realize it. The environment is just different. I use to hate study when i was really young. But i start understanding the important of education and set myself some target to do well in my study in my secondary school. I was all this while lucky and success in my exam. Not i m trying to boast about myself here but that's actually something true. But beside lucky i did spent lots hard work on it too. And i m really happy that all my hard work yield.

I always believe that if one work hard there is no way for him to fail any exam. In fact i gone through with flying colour. This make me my thinking a fact to me. But ever after the 2nd actuarial quiz, i lost myself. I turn negative, pessimistic. The thinking of failing the subject keep appear in my mind until i really able to settle it down now recently.
i really hope i could my best now but i m now not the me in malaysia. I couldnt just learn thing like those day and discipline myself. I would have done more in those day when i m in suck difficult position. hmm... its just 2WEEk away my final, the mood is still not here.. Haha. i think only myself couldnt understand it.
OGOSH!!! its not i din study and prepare any yet.I did try preparing but just still couldnt get the confident like those days. sigh... And i know wat i got now its really not enough i need to push myself more into revision.

Hmm.. hopefully the confident and feeling shall back soon b4 the exam..
xD
bYeeeeeee!!!!