Bothering

Aiks!!!
Its early morning around 2.30am now. Its nothing special to see me still awake at this time but not the case today. I was so tired last night till lazy to go for this movie i was expecting- The pirate of caribbean 3. I was more interested to this than spiderman because i had gone to the 2 earlier of this and i m just too tired just now so din join Erica for the movie.( Erica--I m so sorry not turning up after promising) Anyway i did went for the spider movie and its actually good as well. And now i hope pirate of caribbean 3 would be as good as the both the earlier 1.

Fine back to my reason of blogging for today.
I actually went to the bed as early 9 pm just now. Then not really knowing the reason i awake around 1.30am. Din really feel like waking up coz got no idea wat to do as i m lazy to study. Hahaha... but i cant get back into my dream till now 2.30 am.

SOMETHING is bothering me... Haha.. Its not about study this time... i already manage to overcome the stress of study i guess although my final is now really near-- 3 weeks aways.xD (holiday will be soon too)

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Hmm... din really feel like puting the SOMETHING here now. Srry. Dun really wan share it yet. =p

I should get back to my dream fast so able to study tomorrow.. I doubt i could now. Half way in the movie already. Hehe..
Bye!!!

Ya well...
Finally, i hand in the drop form today.
BYEE Actuarial. Somehow feel relief now. After calling my parent and confirming that i will submit the form and drop the subject, the form was handed. Shall turn into a new life now, without the subject. There flew my burden all this time. THAnks Mum and Dad for understanding me and my family who are always there for me. Thankz to all the friend who supported me and giving their hand when i was in trouble. Thankz
to every1.
Haha... y is all the thank there??
I still got long way to go till i graduate.. =p

But somehow the duration shall turn shorter as compare to majoring actuarial.
Another good thing for me.. Hehe..

Make a phone call to John and HanLin this afternoon. Long time din hear their sound aso. And unlikely we will able to meet in short term. Really missing my old time with all these nice friends.. Glad to have them once exist and go through my life together. A more meaningful and colourful 1. I have always realize their good and appreciate their existence. But just feel to write in here. XD


Bye!!

My brain is really super lost and disrupted now...
I really cant bear with the actuarial subject i m doing...
No matter how hard i try and try i still have 0 knowledge in my brain.
And i m tired and sick of complaining. After talking with my mum on last friday, i decide to drop the subject and will start some subject for majoring accounting by next sem. I dun wan to try study and learn anymore, put any effort in this subject. I know i will never get any return for all my hardwork. I will still FAIL the subject.

So i went and talk with the admin staff of the faculty today about this dropping. Aikss.. i was told the dateline of dropping is over and if it will makes no different to drop by now or i continue the grade will still stay fail. Haiz.. i really lost and no idea now... The problem for now is the marks of fail will be there where if i continue i can make a difference in the marks where the fail will be in some higher marks if i manage to earn them in the final instead of my current mark accumulated from the quizes. Ogosh.. wat am i suppose to do!!!

=( dinner time.. F*** off..

Not being a good boy for today..
TRying to study for Monday quizzes in the day as planned to go dinner today with Erica and her friends who will be introduced to me.. Haha...
It was a cooling day and was so lazy to get up this morning. So i continue lying on the bed after awake for like 30 minute. Then get some breakfast and prepare myself to library.
By the time at library it was aldy 12. Been staying for like 3 hours there but couldnt realy concentrate as normal. So noting much into the brain. I got no idea y is this happening and maybe its just too hard. Well so should meet up jacky and seek for help tomorrow, hehe...
After the 1612 class around 5:30, Erica, Hong and I went to Erica friends house to meet them up. And found out the place is just opposite of Hong house.. The world is just small sometimes..
So get to know this 3 new friends from Sabah, Veron, Ivan, and May Ling if i remember and spell them correctly.. Haha, i am suck in remembering new friends name.
So we went to city for japanese food today. Have some nice and funny chat all thankz to Hong.
After dinner Hong decide to fetch us to Sydney bridge to have a look. Never know wat to do and so just pass through the place and we go home.
Somehow a nice day today to get more new friends. XD

Wah!!! Had a really enjoy weekend without any study and books. Went for spiderman after my friday quiz and went out lepak on saturday night again.
And now, is sunday night. =(

There goes my weekend. Hmm.. anyway need to start concentrating back in study after this. As i din really do well for the past quizes..

So.. good luck to myself and workhard!!!