Sunday, June 3, 2007

2 week

Exam is only 2 week away now.
And there goes my 1st sem in UNSW.
I have not able to really concerntrade myself to prepare for the exam like what i use to do back in my home ever since form 3. I just absolutely notice and realize it. The environment is just different. I use to hate study when i was really young. But i start understanding the important of education and set myself some target to do well in my study in my secondary school. I was all this while lucky and success in my exam. Not i m trying to boast about myself here but that's actually something true. But beside lucky i did spent lots hard work on it too. And i m really happy that all my hard work yield.

I always believe that if one work hard there is no way for him to fail any exam. In fact i gone through with flying colour. This make me my thinking a fact to me. But ever after the 2nd actuarial quiz, i lost myself. I turn negative, pessimistic. The thinking of failing the subject keep appear in my mind until i really able to settle it down now recently.
i really hope i could my best now but i m now not the me in malaysia. I couldnt just learn thing like those day and discipline myself. I would have done more in those day when i m in suck difficult position. hmm... its just 2WEEk away my final, the mood is still not here.. Haha. i think only myself couldnt understand it.
OGOSH!!! its not i din study and prepare any yet.I did try preparing but just still couldnt get the confident like those days. sigh... And i know wat i got now its really not enough i need to push myself more into revision.

Hmm.. hopefully the confident and feeling shall back soon b4 the exam..
xD
bYeeeeeee!!!!

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