Still not having 100% concentration in final preparation yet despite 2 days in library. I just need more time i guess but is good at least the start is made. Arr.. final exam is less than a month away. Which means holidays will start soon and will be back to malayisa soon. I am now having a mix of feeling about coming hols. Hahaha... i am so bad! Anyway finally make my decision to go back by end of nov and hopefully there is still sit for me to switch as the previous booking is on mid dec. Ok.. i am so bored. Bye!

Is friday again today! Another week shall gone soon. My midsem break on last week had ended and now another self break is ending soon too.. Anyway this break is great but abit tiring.
I went to melbourne with my sister who came over sydney during her working leave. And she is spending another week with me here in sydney after back from melbourne. But will be few days left. Holidays are always great but quite tiring for this time. Maybe because we dint go in the right time where the weather are suck during our days in melbourne.
Anyway is nice to explore new places always. Visited alot of places in australia. Some place are great and nice but not all.
It's week 10 of uni now. I start to worry bout my studies after coming back from the break. And mind start thinking weird question without proper answer like those days. I really think becoz i am old dyy!!! I just hate thinking so much! But i cant control. Those irritating issue just pop up in the brain. It's actually good to think and work your brain sometimes. And u just need to find out the future path. But i am just lazy to think slowly and get the answer. i am type who like to just ask others rather than working out myself. Haha..
Sometime we just need to figure out the way ourself. Others just cant help on that! I will get myself save! THankz for the concern =)

I am so depending

Lonely, bored is the feeling of mine here daily sitting in front of my laptop as i get home. Home sick?? i guess so. i just cant give any reason to deny for this moment. I always think i am good and independent enough and leaving home would not be a problem. My thinking seems to be wrong. I am missing the noise of home. The face of my family. My time with my brothers, fighting, arguing moment. Hahaha...

And my lovely brother is leaving to UK today. So, we wont have chance to meet when i get home during December break. Both us finally get the opportunity we dreaming and hope that we been holding since young. Seems like we really grow up now and its time to be independent. I just have this feeling and thought this moment suddenly because i dun think i am actually independent even i had spend 1 and half semester here. But dont u think human cant just be totally independent in live. We just cant live alone! But friend around did look so tough and independent here. I am so admired on them and JEALOUS! So.. can i be like them?? Can i?? haha... i dun think so!!!

I need to start finding my dream and ambition. stop dreaming around. Consider my path of life in the future. Make the fullest use of my opportunity studying in sydney. Start deciding on my own, be confident. Stop begging help from friends. Shit.. so moody again. eh.. I must be optimistic!
Whatever, all least should get some help for 3616 asign 1st for now. Keekeke..

Good luck lai! Hope u can get a good life in UK. Not something like mine! =p Hopefully u can hold your dream tight and achieve it. I will always feel proud of u! Hehehe....

I really need to balance up my study and life. Still feeling hard to put more proper effort in my study. I know very well my problem but i just cant control myself. Feel really guilty sometimes. Nobody can actually help but myself. I clearly know this. So, good luck Thiam Leong. Hahaha....

Anyway, the great and satisfaction life i am having lately is just awesome. Despite the guilt, i really enjoying non-stop. I still have quite some works to be accomplish at this moment but i just cant concentrate myself on them. Whatever..

Suddenly kind of missing my family.. zzz
Shall call back.

Best lovely friends

Evelyn = the pretty birthday girl.


So.. i had a wonderful yesterday night.
But the birthday dinner yesterday for evelyn seems not that perfect for everyone.I hope it's not true and i just feel it wrongly.
Anyway it was a really good and great night for me after so long wanted a dinner again with those 1st knew bunch of girls in sydney. Friends of mine should know i am kind of easy going person and always "anything" in making decision.(hope i am right) I just wan all friends to enjoy when we hanging out so i would rather let the others decide. Somehow maybe i should help decide and plan more for yesterday night dinner. Although it really seems weird when sometime me a only guys hang out with 4 girls. I just want to be same to be with all friends, guy or girl. I just enjoy being with people and making up some jokes and games to bright up our life.
Just for you to know, majority of close friends of mine in UNSW so far are female and another group of friend from UTS are male. So, to survive in UNSW i did need able to cope and stay with those girls. Hehehe... And i hope my appearance around u girls dun make any bad.
So all these bunch of friends in UNSW are those more "guai"?? type. Haha.. wat's the word. Hmm... maybe say those having more discipline life person. So after dinner around 930 some still have other plan and others need to go back.
Since is still early for me, i decide so go chill at Tim house. We then have some games with drink. And i then met up evan to catch bus back together around 12.
So..
17 August a nice day for me after all. Having Great best lovely accompanies.